Pick a sickness
In the rooms the other night, someone mentioned she considered herself lucky to be an alcoholic.
She said,
If I had to have a disease, I’d choose alcoholism.
i get this.
Alcoholism is a terminal disease. Left untreated, alcoholism causes death. Alcoholism: there is no cure but there is a treatment.
Alcoholism is a rare disease in that the remedy not only lets you maintain your lifestyle, but actually improves it.
If i had my ‘druthers i wouldn’t be a drunkard but if i have to pick a sickness, i’ll be an alcoholic.
Seether – Remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, “You’ll be the death of me”
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Posted on July 27, 2013, in Alcoholics Anonymous, Alcoholism, Lessons in Recovery, Recovery and tagged AA, AA fellowship, alcohol, Alcohol Recovery, Alcoholics Anonymous, alcoholism, Gratitude, Recovery, sobriety, What i learned in AA. Bookmark the permalink. 7 Comments.
If it weren’t for my alcoholism, I would never have “woken up”. I might as well have drunken myself to death, but instead I chose sobriety and by doing so I need to always deal with all sorts of issues and do the daily inventory of myself. Frankly, I’d rather be a sober alkie than a “normie” with their head still stuck in the sand 😉
Hi River!
What a great way to put it! A sober alkie definitely beats a blind normie! We shoud have t-shorts printed up.
Keep coming back, my friend,
Al K Hall
Hahaa I’m almost tempted to print such a t-shirt 😉
I want to write a comment here but I’m unable right now…other than…Thanks AL. Just Thanks.
Okay I’ve composed myself enough to write a comment.
This IS a terminal disease.
I am positive I am going to die a drunk, alone, and unforgiven.
Jeesh I just want to say one thing that will help someone to stop drinking, at least for right now.
“Look it’s going to continue to consume you till that’s all you have, ALL YOU HAVE.
I’m a real person, I have no one, I have nothing, and that’s the life you will have to live if you continue.”
And that’s the one thing I want people to hear.
Thanks AL for giving me the chance to say that.
Hugs to you man,
Bats
Hugs to you, Bats.
You have me, fwiw, and i won’t give up on you. Sending you positive thought and prayers you find your way.
Keep coming back, Bats,
Al K Hall
It’s hard to wrap my own mind around, let alone explain to someone not in recovery, but I cannot count the number of ways my life has improved since recovering from the disease of alcoholism (one day at a time, of course). I used to want to punch people who announced themselves as a “grateful recovering alcoholic,” now I guess I want to punch myself, because if not for this disease, I would not, for one, have “met,” and been inspired by, you Al!